Is watching porn considered cheating on a long distance relationship??

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    My boyfriend and I have been dating for over a year, six months of those were long distance. Before I left we recorded some naughty videos of us, and he took pictures of me naked. Then we would have naughty time over FaceTime almost every day, and we promised each other that we wouldn’t touch ourselves if we weren’t together.
    During those six months I visited him for a whole month, and I found in his YouTube history a short video of a girl, he promised me that he wasn’t watching porn, he said, “why would I do that if I have over a hundred pictures and videos of you”, so I trusted him. 3 weeks after I moved in with him, and I was using his phone one day to look up something, and I hate when he leaves the tabs open, so I was gonna close them, when I see 3 of them were porn. I was broken. I started throwing things at him, and then he said, “babe, I know it looks bad, but I didn’t want you to think I just wanted you for sex, and I got tired of watching the same videos and pictures all the time” (i don’t know why tho, cuz why he would have to if we had naughty time together almost every day). And he also said he would pretend the girl was me, which is kinda funny, cuz two of those videos were threesome, so which girl was i. It really fucked me up because I can’t trust him anymore, I literally asked him every day, you didn’t touch yourself, right?, and he would swear up and down that he didn’t. Now he gets mad at me every time I bring it up, but it really affected me. I have mini anxiety attacks every day because of it, and I even have dreams about it. He tells me to move on, but it’s not that easy. Any advice? I just needed to get it off my chest, and I can’t really tell anyone this kind of stuff.

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